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im over everything right now. im really tired of people and all the baggage that comes along with them. it may sound like im selfish but i dont really care. some people i just dont get along with and that shouldnt be my fault. i try you know. i wonder why that is. why arent all people compatable? i was getting my haircut yesterday and as i was waitig there was a man with a bible and notepad with scriptre written on it. this attracted my curiosity and began talking to him. we talked about God for like 45 min about all the grey areas in scriputre and a lot about people faking the christantity. it felt good to talk to a complete stranger who i know nothing about. someone whos 40 years of age but we still have a similarity that we can talk about. i wish i could have the things that i dont have. im sure everybody says that but i guess right now im feeling sorry for myself. and after the time that i wrote this i feel a lot better
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[31 Oct 2004|07:45am] |
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i woke up about an hour ago. its sunday morning. im going on 5 hours of sleep. rachel amd i went to her homecoming last night. it was pretty fun. i spent the night at her house last night. going out on the boat with my boy danny. that should be fun looks like a nice day for the lake. recorded vocals on friday with sangfroid. that went pretty good. we put in some sweet sound effects. soccer started on monday and its giong really well/ everyones workin hard and we all seem to have the same goals in mind. im gonna go try and sleeps or watch tv or something
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[08 Sep 2004|10:35pm] |
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sooo stoked about surfing and two guys in a truck and i love love love love love rachel sooooo much. she is the best thing ever. i love her. saturday is gonna be a HUGE DAY. lopez gotta contest on sunday soo im support my bra.
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[29 Aug 2004|10:05am] |
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last night went to the recover/finch show which was really really good. i dont think things could have worked out more perfect. i thought rachel and i wer gonna be super late but we only missed like half of the opening band. got to see all my old dudes Chris Boston JB Gill Kevin Carlos and of course Drew. you guys rock the house. then theres the people i see everyday Shua (i said put it in my mouth) jesse walsh- sorry bout your hand itll get better and PHIL sorry you had to leave early but still had a kick ass time im sure. I CANT WAIT FOR FRIDAY I <3 Rachel
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[28 Aug 2004|12:16pm] |
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so school started which is pretty weak. havent been surfing in like 3 weeks due to the NO SWELL SUMMER PERIOD but there is supposed to be some swell activity on friday. friday we play a show room service and some other bands looks like itll be a good time im cuirous to know what people are gona think of us but whatever. rachels awsome i love her sooo much
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[02 Aug 2004|12:13am] |
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i dont really remember what day it was but it was epic. the waves we sooo good. had some of the best waves of my life. im thinking about writing a book on the affect and effect surfing has on peole. it would be a relly long book because theres soo many levels you can be at. theres the punk go all out and crazy surfer which is always fun and then theres the laidback surfer who goes for style and a relaxed stlye of surfing and the what happens two those 2 groups of people when there are good waves and the two groups come together. i think that there is both surfers in everbody and that when you reach the balance in between the two awsome things can happen. ive been starting to yoga again and its amazing the feeling afterward. your soo full of life but at the same time you could lay down for two min and have a beautiful sleep. aside from that part of my life rachel starting school tommrow at lakemary. i cant even start to belive that shes not gonna be at orangewood next year. its gonna be soo weird without her. but im sure she will like her new school....
running back into his arms
cupid rejoice as he sings his song
a lovers cry was a shout to loud
they got love so now there found
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[24 Jul 2004|01:13am] |
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its been a while. ive been really busy doing nothing lately. surfing when the waves are good which hasnt been as much as id want it to be and then wakeboarding a lot with danny. been practicing with the band a lot our stuff is starting to get really tight. rachels in saint agustine which sucks cause i miss her. i think im going surfing tommrow but im not sure if i should chance a day that i could work for some not to great surf. i can not sleep right now it sucks. my bodys tired but my mind is going crazy oh well.
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[27 Jun 2004|11:08am] |
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well the night before last we spent the night in this cabin. we got to the point where we were jumping through fire for fun and let me tell you those pictures are really crazy. yesterday went floating down the river for 12 miles. long time. in the middle of all this i decided to go swimming and did a back flip of the raft which then killed my ankle. being the smart person i am i forgot to test the level of the water. and i cant walk on that leg which is really freaking hard especially trying to change or take a shower. after all this we came home and i watched along came polly. waiting for something to happen and there really only to things that can at this point.
Blow out the candles,
or put them away,
because it wouldnt be the same,
without you here today.
Aint it funny how these things,
they always seem to make sense,
and its perfect in the beginning,
but gets lost in the end.
with a broken heart,
or a call from a freind,
but i sware my little lady,
i will be there till the end
of time.
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its 1:10 oklahoma time. i just got up. yesterday i probally played about 6 hours of tennis and when i was done i was dead. ive never been that tired in my life before. so far the trip has been pretty good. on sunday skys drving me over to christans. thatll be awsome i havent seen him in a long time. but besides all the great people im gonna see and the gerat times im going to be having i still wish i could back to florida. there were so many things left unsaid and unresolved which is ruining my trip because thats all i can think about. how am i to repare things over the phone in oklahoma especially when i get no help in return
Work ourselves, fingers to the bone
Suck the marrow, drain my soul
Pay your dues, and your debts
Pay your respect, everybody tells you
You pay for what you get
You pay for what you get
Everybody asks me how she's doing
Has she really lost her mind?
I said, I couldn't tell you
I've lost mine
Words, words, words, have you heard
A bird in hand is much better than,
Any number free to wander
Fly away...stay
You pay for what you get
You pay for what you get
Everybody asks me how she's doing
Since she went away
I said I couldn't tell you
I'm okay, I'm okay
Surprise, surprise you pay for what you get
You pay for what you get
Everybody asks me how she's doing
has she really lost her...
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[21 Jun 2004|07:55pm] |
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its raining right now and theres not a cloud in the sky. its days like these when you ask whats happening? how could that be its perfect out side? something is wrong thats beyond your control and you cant fix. i wish i could play weather man and have it cloudy and rainy at least then i could understand why its raining but i am left with this mystery that i want to solve so bad. im leaving in 10 hours ill be gone for almost 2 weeks for about 12 hours and then am gone again for another week. this trip has come possibly at the worst time. i wonder what i will find when i come back home....
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[20 Jun 2004|11:02am] |
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for some reasons actually for no reason yesterday i was down almost all day. it might have been the fact that it wa raining or i had nothing to do or that i had to go to that stupid class. so most of my day was sitting in solitude listing to radiohead then mathis and mark came and picked me up and we went to stardust to get a flick. while we were there this band called Life For Pi was there so we watched them for a while. after 15 minutes of laughing at there crazy singer we journyed home 2 practice. got some stuff done. then we went to stake n shake and saw sky and everyone that comes with him. they left we ate then we went over 2 the allens to watch a movie. watched then came home. i leave for oklahoma on tuesday and im debating what do before i go. any suggestions would be gret. miss amber hope the c00k out is going good.
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[18 Jun 2004|11:25pm] |
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tonight was beautiful fun. jesse picked me up and we proceded to the enzian to watch a flick with some people. it was sold out so we all went to steak and shake. i finally met dave which was an honor. hanging out with the room service boys was nostalgic and very needed. came home and am getting ready 2 watch 50 first dates. i miss amber.
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[08 Jun 2004|02:16pm] |
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im a constantly reminded of the life i used to live. i dont think thers anything i wouldnt give to have it all back. i thought thats what i wanted but i was really wrong and now its to late. they were my best friends and i fucked them over for no reason. and me thinking that things wouldnt change was really wrong. i wish there was someway just to go back and re live that year and a half. this is the defintly the place ive come to fear the most.
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[05 Jun 2004|03:04pm] |
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well my birthday was the 1st of the month. i went over to rachels beach condo and celebrated over there. it was a lot of fun. spent the night and the next day we went to this youth group that was crazy. GO SAMMY.lol. for like the 3 days after that i stayed home and watched movies. rachel and i and her mother went and saw troy last night. it was not that great but the food after was. today britts comin over and were watching some SURFING. thats pretty much all we can do since there is zero swell activity going on in the east coast. love you ill call you later.
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[30 May 2004|10:04pm] |
full name: Harrison
x age: 15 2 more days tell 16
x hair color now: brownish black
x natual hair color: brownish black
x grade: 11th
x school: orangewoood
x do you play a sport: yes
x are you good at it: no i suck at sports
,.:''*'':.,HAVE YOU,.:''*'':.,
x smoked weed: nada
x smoked a cig: yes
x had sex: no
x consumed alcohol: yes
x done any drug besides weed: surfing
x skip school to do drugs: nope
x stolen anything over 10 dollars: nope
x play an instrument: guitar and kinda piano
x sing: me a song your the piano man?
x backed out of a dare because someone you liked was there: no
x been dumped: ya
x asked someone out: ya
x said i love you but didnt mean it: yeah
x cussed out one of your parents: yes
x ate something that isnt considered food: no
,.:''*'':.,LOVE AND STUFF,.:''*'':.,
x are you in a relationship: ya
x do you have a crush: ya
x if so who: rachel
x are you in love with someone: yes
x your first love: HARRY
x first kiss, good or bad: i was stoked about it
x are you gay, straight, or undecided: strait
x how many boyfriends/girlfriends have you had:6 i think
x how many serious relationships: 2 and a half
x do you want to get married: ya
x do you want kids: ya
x if so how many: 3
,.:''*'':.,FAVORITE,.:''*'':.,
x class: mr flemings world history class
x person: my sister
x band: deintly goo goo dolls
x song: iris
x color: grey brown
x food: italian
x drink: cold brusky
x place to go with your friends: beach,lake,dennys
x place to go with your crush: defintly the beach
x thing to do with your crush: talk
x sport: surfing if thats one
,.:''*'':.,YOUR MOST HATED,.:''*'':.,
x class: choir
x person: anyone who hates peace
x band: Machuga
x song: anything thats by muchuga
x type of music: ghetto rap
x color: pink to pink
x food: Touch Of italy in NSB
x drink: pee
x sport: swimming
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[30 May 2004|11:46am] |
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well i havent really done much the past 2 days. today i have abslutly nothing to do and i really wanted to go to te beach but couldnt get a ride up there. sorry again i really really wanted to. uhhh i guess today im watcin a bunch of movies soo if anybody wants to come over call me ill be bored. stay stoked everybody
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[28 May 2004|09:38pm] |
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yesterday i went to the beach with fraser. surfed for a long time had sooo much fun. go like 40 + waves so it was all good. came home went out to eat and watched office space. today went out on the lake with danny. it was lots of fun in the sun. did some crazys stuff. came back to dannys hosue showered and went to eat at cheesecake. it was delicous. then watched part of kill bill and went home. i miss you cant wait to see you
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[25 May 2004|01:02pm] |
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exams all week. tommrow is the last day. went on the boat today for 3 hours. loads of fun. its so close to the end of school and ive never felt worse in my life.....
its not worth it please just give it up and come back i dont think you know what your doing to me
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